So its the month of March
Spring break happens i of course am working everyday so i dont really get to go party but i do get to see Mikaela so im syked for that.
Try outs for SYTYCD are next thursday im really excited to do this and so nervous and honestly think that i could do a way better piece and feel more comfortabe if i could do a piece with Jacob. When we dance nothing is on my mind but the dance we are doing nothing else matters and thats the best feeing yet. And he is getting over being sick like really sick; and im worried about him alot. Miss him tons.
Stressed about stupid shit.
Samantha and i are spossed to be moving into our apt this month and hopefully that still stands.
And right now im just hoping i can get into SYTYCD not just for the amazing experience but to get away i want to get away and be away for a rather good length of time. LEave this crap behind just awhile.
Cause i am seriously losing my mind. I am not okay to be here its just too hard. Bah.
And my mother is being the best in supporting me in everything i chose and supporting everything i chose with dance financially she is the best. i <3 her.